When the battle's lost and won..

2008-05-16T22:33:00.002+08:00

Interview was freakyyyyy. And I'm sad and depressed now cos I have like what chance against the other 3! ): Once Ms Tham asked me whether I'm still in MEP I was like "shit I'm screwed". ): DIE DIE DIE.

And whywhywhy did they only tell me like 5min in advance on Wed that i was supposed to conduct the choir!!! O__O I'm scarred for lifeeee.

Anyway, KONGMENG YOU IMBA PROOOOOOOOOO. Your compositions are fantastic!!! I'm depressed nowwww.

2008-05-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2008-05-11T20:48:00.002+08:00

I've said it once, I shall say it again. REFLECTIONS IX ROCKED THE ~~HOUSE~~ CONCERT HALL DOWN! XD IheartTJChoir! (:

And omg my dance partner Lenora! We had to struggle quite a bit cos of height differences (no offence *cough*) and stuff, but in the end YAY WE DID IT. (: And I managed to turn properly! Yayyy. Kept not being able to turn on time and looked damn awkward. But succeeded during concert. Lol.

Hmm. This concert would definitely not have been possible without the wonderful wonderful wonderful choir committee! Especially Chuin and the 2 SCs Xiao Chun and Xinjun!! Omg you guys rock! Like seriously okay. You were all so patient with us from the get-go even when we ~~pissedyouoffbigtime~~ weren't so good at times. Yup.

AND NOT TO FORGET ALL THE CHOIR MEMBERS TOO! XD Each of us played a huge part in making the choir a huge success. Really. And I'll miss the seniors so much! Especially those I talk to more = the Alto seniors Chuin QianYing Felicia Agatha Shiyun YiJia, Chunthesopranoalto, XiuMinmyguitarIC, KongMengthestalkerXD, Bryan, Calvin (omg the cross dressing!). And all the rest whom I rarely/barely talk to but love all the same! (: Will really miss all of you after you step down. ):

Okay enough with emo stuff. Tomorrow life goes on as usual (ohshit the maths test!) but I'll never forget the euphoria that was Reflections IX! XD

2008-05-10T00:51:00.002+08:00

OMG CHOIR CONCERTTTTT. XDXDXD

My first real concert. Seriously. And it was really really really a blast. =D Performing in front of a live audience for an entire concert for the first time. Omg. (That's why one should wear contacts when one has astigmatism; so one cannot see the audience looking at aforesaid one. Haha.)

I don't know what to write here already. What happened today can't be easily put into words. The experience in itself is worth a thousand pictures, each picture being worth a thousand words. You do the math. (Oh darn, math test on Monday. x_X) Anyway.

Oh, and if anyone knows the guy who suddenly came to me requesting a photo with me, can you please tell me his name. o__O All I know is that 1) he's in Beta, 2) he knows Qian Ying (I think). Quite freaky to have this guy whom I can't put a name to coming to me. Yupyup. So someone at least give me a name yeah. >.< Lol.

Anyway, very very tired. Euphoria has somewhat worn off (for now) and I'm exhausted with all the mental and physical exertion today. Yup. But it was all worth it. I once asked myself why in the world I joined choir again after so many years of singing.

Well, this is why.

2008-05-07T00:13:00.002+08:00

Concert on Fridayyyy. Jia you people! You can do it. Go go go go!

Bio test tomorrow. I've given up on studying tonight. Will chiong tomorrow during my 3 free periods la. And Chinese listening. Noooo.

Anyway, now to the crux of this post: RJC concert. My gosh the sopranos. Damn good la. o___O Very scary. Hmm. RI choir sang Jaakobin!! Lol. Eh they're good la. Better than TKGS- except the ~~shrieking~~ shouting parts. Yup. But that is more suited for girls cos we can ~~shriek~~ shout very high. Lol. Yup. And I haven't heard Elijah Rock for so long, so it was a good change. I miss Chun so much la!! Although we didn't have enough time to get flowers since we chionged to Esplanade. -_____- Quite funny la. Lol.

Hmm. Nothing much to blog about le. Heh.

2008-05-04T20:22:00.003+08:00

5 more days left to Reflections IX! Jia you people!!!
And I want flowers okay. (:

Hmm. Finally revived the gua blog. And deleted the old one so relink okay. Good that people are blogging but must keep up the efforts! Otherwise creating a new blog would be no point. Hmm.

Maths test on Friday. Maths tutorial at 3.00pm. And when are we leaving for ACS? The answer is.. I don't know. But I think I may be missing the maths test. Hmm. That's if I'm lucky. =p Although the three topics tested are not as bad as those from the previous test.

Finally submitted PI on Friday. Although I knew that bullet points are INCLUDED IN MICROSOFT WORD COUNT only AFTER I officially submitted it. Aka that same night. Which means my word count was actually false. *insert profanity here* But I let Mr Tan know so I'm still being honest. Since there's nothing else I can do about it.

Post ends here. Life still continues. Bleah.

2008-05-01T23:25:00.002+08:00

I LOVE SCIP.

Except stupd FELIX RONALDO who poured water over me.
Actually that's because I poured water on him first. Heh heh.

ANYWAY.
I love SCIP. Did I say that already?

Hmm. Someone came! XD Didn't get to take a picture though. But Mel has photos!! Going to attack her til she uploads from her cam. Haha.

ANYWAY. This bbq would not have been possible without the hard work of the SCIP EXCO! Mel Sendy Wenshinthegeneraltreasurer Niviathehonorarysecretary Sean Sam Huiyi Sinyee. (: You guys rock man. It was a great bbq~!!

I had a blast yay! Hopefully noone was poisoned by the food we cooked though. =p ANY CASUALTIES PLEASE CALL JONATHAN HENG AT 99912345. THANK YOU.

2008-05-01T15:07:00.000+08:00

Click on the picture to see the full-sized image. And read the (dys-)thesis. And laugh! =p

2008-04-28T23:35:00.002+08:00

OMG ZHENYU IS SO FUNNY LAAAA. Mr Lock's going to die when he sees our (dys-)thesis on whether giving a man (Matthew?) a fish is better in eliminating poverty. Pictures of the transparency on my phone, but lazy to upload now since it takes forever and two days, but just take my word (and Matthew's) that it's super funny. Let's just say it involves small fish, whales, wheels and poop. Oh, and robot fish. Can just die I tell you. I laughed until my stomach cramped up. o___O Seldom laugh so hard nowadays. (Except during choir which is another story.)

Car's apparently still not finished. Hmmmm. Ah well.

I HATE PI. Just completed draft 4, and cut cut cut cutcutcut like mad in order to get 549 words. x___X I HATE PI. Dreading next term when we'll be starting all over again with PW PART TWO. x_________________X

Choir's until about 9pm tomorrow. I'm just going to die of exhaustion.

2008-04-27T22:28:00.002+08:00

Nothing much for me to blog about, mainly because most of the stuff that's in my head can't be easily put into words unless I write a three-page essay that no one'll read anyway.

Was very happy yesterday cos of an incident that occurred at 12.55pm at the busstop outside TJC. (: Still happy about that, but today feeling a bit sian that tomorrow I have lessons til 5.30pm.

Anyway, we have 12 more days to Reflections IX. Making announcement tomorrow. DOOMM. We better sing well, otherwise nowhere to hide face liao. x___X But we have like power tenor and power sop la.

Getting back PI draft 3 tomorrow. I'm almost certain I'll have to do a draft 4. SIAN.

2008-04-12T18:04:00.000+08:00

2008-04-10T23:06:00.001+08:00

You entered: Lai Pei Hua Brenda

There are 15 letters in your name.
Those 15 letters total to 72
There are 8 vowels and 7 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 9

The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression.

The expression or destiny for #9:
The expression that you exhibit is represented bythe number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.

If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.

Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.

Your Soul Urge number is: 7

A Soul Urge number of 7 means:
With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop you idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.

You are very timid around people that you don't know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don't easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.

The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 11

An Inner Dream number of 11 means:
You dream of casting the light of illumination; of being the true idealist. You secretly believe there is more to life than we can know or prove, and you would like to be provider of the 'word' from on high.

From here.

2008-04-06T22:46:00.002+08:00

Ever met a man who loved his stories so much he was willing to confess to three crimes he didn't commit just so his stories would be safe?

Ever met parents who tortured and abused one child and lavished care and love on the other, because of an experiment that got them murdered by the one they cared for?

How about a man made of pillows who went back in time to save children from a horrible fate, and future suicide, by causing them to die there and then, of their own free will?

No? Well then, watch The Pillowman, now showing at DBS Arts Centre.

I sound like I'm advertising. But really. The Pillowman was really interesting. Very funny, very dark, very very morbid. Yup. Sounds like my kind of play. Heh. Okayy. I really enjoyed watching the play. GREEN PIGS. *coughs*

I think more than half of 28/08 went to watch The Pillowman. Hmm.

2008-04-05T16:48:00.002+08:00

I need to redo my PI. Changed my topic to the journey of Warie Dirie- Female genital mutilation. Thanks to Mr Lock; he gave me the idea to use FGM. Yup yup. BUT I need a new idea!!!! Darn, can't think of anything. I stopped doing PI for now until I can think of something.

Anyway, choir yesterday was much better. I LOVE AMOR. o___O Translated, that means I love Love. LOL. It's a new song la. Superbly nice, even more so with the piano. But sadly we're not using a piano for the concert.

TJ CONCERT TICKETS ARE OUT!!! 9th May Friday, ACS Barker, 7.30pm, tickets are $12! SMS or tell me if you want tickets!! (:

2008-04-01T00:34:00.002+08:00

Can someone just take my hand and lead me from this.

I feel so suckyy. x___X

If anyone really cared, I wouldn't know.
If anyone was singing my song, I would have heard.
But I walk alone.

2008-03-31T01:00:00.002+08:00

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Somewhere Over the Rainbow- Wizard of oz
(Lol.)

2.How would you describe yourself?
Borrowed Heaven- The Corrs
(Sounds emo.)

3.What do you like in a guy/girl?
My All- Ayumi Hamasaki
(I don't even understand it! It's by Ayumi, and it's in Jap.

4.How do you feel today?
Amazed- Lonestar
(Lol, not quite accurate.)

5.What is your life's purpose?
Asterisk- Bleach
(Again, I catch no ball.)

6.What is your motto?
Journey- Corrinne May
(Hmm, maybe. Lol.)

7.What do your friends think of you?
Hallelujah- Hillsong
(*feels ego bursting*)

8.What do you think of your parents?
Miles- Nichole Nordeman
(Coincidentally, the first line says "there's a mother in San Francisco". Lol..)

9.What do you think about very often?
Hero- Mariah Carey
(Lol, makes me sound boy crazy.)

10.What is 2 + 2?
Tonight, Tonight, Tonight- I have no idea who it's by
(o__O)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
S Club Party- S Club 7
(Oh yes, my best friend, boyfriend, fiancee and husband= mass dance. Lol.)

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Way Back Into Love- Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett
(Wow, so accurate.)

13.What is your life story?
Rainy Day- Ayumi Hamasaki
(LOL so emo.)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Desperado- Carrie Underwood
(WTH!)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
So Many Things- Sarah Brightman
(True.)

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
I'll Stand By You- Carrie Underwood
(Wow.)

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Fairyland- Ayumi Hamasaki
(Not very fitting, unless I died from a fire. Watch the MV to know why.)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Bailero- Sarah Brightman
(Huh. Okay.)

19.What is your biggest fear?
These Hands He Made- Share the Love
(HUH.)

20.What is your biggest secret?
The Potter's Hand- Hillson
(o_______O)

21.What do you think of your friends?
Mary's Boy Child- Agapella
(LOL this is stupid.)

22.What will you post this as?
Wei Dao- Can't read Chi name
(LOL. I have long given up trying to think of titles for my posts though.)

2008-03-30T17:33:00.002+08:00

I offically declare myself braindead. I have no idea (by that I mean idea for a project, not that I don't understand) for PI, and I swear I am never going to be able to memorise Japanese Game. >.< I can't even sing properly yet; my voice is still half wandering somewhere in the Pacific Ocean or maybe the Straits of Malacca.

I noticed that I have either 1) a very very very very high pain threshold, or 2) absolutely no pain threshold existent. Hmm. That was a random comment.

2008-03-29T17:34:00.003+08:00

Went for CIP at Singapore Christian Home for the Aged. o___O I think we traumatised some of them with all the weird songs we sang. Lol. And one of the songs the seniors sang was ONE SHORT DAY from WICKED!!!! SO NICE LA. =PP Made me fangirl again. >.< Anyway, it was enjoyable although I can't speak dialects so I had limited communication. Heh. But it was meaningful, and hopefully we can do more of this kind of thing. Yup.

Our deardeardeardeardearlymissed Ms Tham came yesterday!!! =D Miss her a lot. Choir was much better yesterday. Morale went up like tenfold. Singing maybe fivefold for now. But WE'LL IMPROVE MORE WOOTS~ =P Hopefully all the people who are left can perform in concert,and hopefully NO MORE GUYS LEAVE. We are desperate for guys. x________X

Lol that was crap.

2008-03-26T23:32:00.003+08:00

I believed we could do better.
I believed things would improve.
I believed that maybe, just maybe
we could accomplish something.
But I was wrong.

It's been so long since I felt so demoralised.
I don't know why I do.
I just do.
It's worth a lot to me.
Even though I've barely been here half a year even.
But we're tearing down what we're supposed to be building up.

It's up to us now.
We have 42 days..
1008 hours..
60480 minutes..
And counting down.

2008-03-23T01:49:00.001+08:00

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says.
"... would ensure Singapore's economic viability in the long run, the..." And before anyone asks why I'm suddenly doing Econs, no I'm not. The nearest book is Broader Perspective, if you can consider it a book.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
Window grille.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
I think it's some documentary about Cats. The musical, not the animal.

4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is.
11.20pm?

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
11.20pm. (: I ROCK.

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Does my WMP count? If not, then I just heard a door closing.

7. When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
Just now, for school and CHOIR.

8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
Err. MSN convo.

9. What are you wearing?
Clothes, yay.

10. Did you dream last night?
No idea, can't remember.

11. When did you last laugh?
During English Fair finals. DARN I CAN'T ACT ON STAGE I TELL YOU.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
A clock? That's about it.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Depends on what you mean by "weird". "Weird" is too general and abstract to be used as a descriptive term. (Adapted from Lit tutors.)

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Err. It's giving me something to think about besides PW, CHOIR SCORES, and my NON-EXISTENT VOICE. Bah.

15. What is the last film you saw?
L: Change the World!!! <33

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
Erm. No idea. I'll think about it.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
Define "I".

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
For me to know, for you not to find out.

19. Do you like to dance?
YES. MASSDANCE MASSDANCE MASSDANCE OMG OMG OMG. And CHOREOOOO.

20. George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?
Let's just say he has too many overripe berries on that bush.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Er.

21. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Er number 2.

22. Would you ever consider living abroad?
No. (:

23. Will you pass on this survey?
Not really. Heh. Whoever wants to do it, feel free to I guess.

2008-03-22T00:29:00.013+08:00

LIEW KONG MENG of CG 22/07, choir bass 2 is being evilllll.

So there. =p You haven't won yet! I will have my ultimate revenge on youuuu~ *Barney theme song plays in background* Eh, don't give me that look leh. Barney's evilllll. Oh yes~

Anyway, I had 2 fantastic SMSes wishing me happy birthday, one at 12AM and one at 12PM. Lol. Thanks ah, very early hours hor. Lol.

2008-03-17T22:53:00.002+08:00

Don't wish, don't start... Wishing only wounds the heart.

I'm flying high, defying gravity..
And if I'm flying solo, at least I'm flying free.

But..
Because I knew you.. I have been changed for good.

2008-03-16T17:28:00.003+08:00

I love Wicked. I really really love Wicked. I want to see the original Broadway production!!!! Lucky, lucky people who live in America. >.<

Anyway. I love Wicked. Heh. Supposed to be memorising Shoga and Yassa now but waddaheckkkk. I love Wicked. Heh.

2008-03-15T22:19:00.009+08:00

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post the first line(s) from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly (No lyric hunting, people! That is cheating!)

1) ~~So she said what's the problem baby, what's the problem I don't know, well, maybe I'm in love~~
Accidentally in Love, Counting Crows (KM)

2) The daylight's fading slowly, my time with you is standing still

3) Unforgettable, that's what you are

4) I'm looking out the window where we sat to watch the stars

5) I cried a tear, you wiped it dry, I was confused, you cleared my mind

6) Praise the Lord in the highest Heavens

7) I may run and hide when you're screaming my name, alright

8) ~~You tell me you're in love with me, that you can't take your pretty eyes away from me~~
Sometimes, Britney Spears (Passerby)

9) ~~I pick all my skirts to be a little too sexy~~
Sexy Naughty Bitchy, Tata Young (Alyba)

10) Baby, please try to forgive me, stay here don't put out the glow

11) ~~A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep~~
A Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes, Cinderella (Passerby)

12) I drift, I burn, I fly when you sing lullabies

13) ~~When you wish upon a star, makes no difference who you are~~
When You Wish Upon a Star, Pinocchio (Ivy)

14) I guess I didn't read the sign at all, you call me darling, say that you're in love

15) It's never too hard to find the words, the words to say to you

16) ~~I believe in dreaming, shooting for the stars~~
Bop to the Top, High School Musical (Alyba)

17) Every time I try to find You, every road comes back around

18) Hark now hear the angels sing, a new King born today, and man will live forever more because of Christmas day

19) Children sleeping, snow is softly falling, dreams are calling like bells in the distance

20) It's like you're a drug, it's like you're a demon I can't face down

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Anyway, I'm obsessed with the songs from Wicked now. <33
Made me think a lot, especially the lyrics of For Good, which I now almost know by heart.

2008-03-12T21:42:00.001+08:00

~~Rook~~ Cartilage. I'm going to try Far East Plaza when I have the time and money, but for now I'll just concentrate on not hitting my cartilage. Ouwww.

2008-03-09T22:18:00.002+08:00

Shall blog properly about choir camp. XD

Super fun. XD Yeah I said that already. Choir practice was hilarious (Body Talk lol), especially with Louis and Bobo beside me being the jesters they are. Lol. Xinjun drew smiley faces with flour on all the group1 members' shirts, and since Calvin was wearing the white Bond tee, XJ drew the face on the bond silhouette. Looked like the figure had bad, bad dandruff.

Night walk was a bit creepy but cool. Haha. They hung a lightstick from a tree, and since it was so bloody dark I couldn't see the tree at first and got freaked, but then realised there was a tree standing there lol. The basketballs outside Bio lab were LAME. Cos the guys were playing with the balls earlier on in Recital Studio. LOL. -_-

Sat was fun. Choreo rocked!!! Felt so nice to be dancing again (even though it's not the same as mass dance). I love the dance!!! Although we haven't finished learning. x_X Yup.

Amazing race was fun-ny. Luckily we didn't have to drink wasabi. Poor, poor groups who did. CALVIN CROSS-DRESSED HAHAHAHAHAHA. I have the photos in my phone. Lol. (Kongmeng I'll send to you soon.) We ate dinner at Xinjun's station. Lol. Shun bian la, since we had to eat stuff anyway. Lol.

Hmm. Yup, I loved choir camp. Shall sabo next year's batch with WASABI again. Omg the wasabi. -_- Anyway, group1 rocked yeah. Hahaha.

2008-03-08T22:48:00.002+08:00

Choir camp was a blast! But I'm tired- zZzz.

Anyway. Shall not blog about it cos I'm just about to fall asleep over the keyboard. Yup. But I have to say that CHOREO WAS DAMN NICE. Yup. Great job!!! Germaine Amanda Bobo Chuin Xinjun Jingliang Bryan Ryan. Yay.

Okay I'll sleep soon. Sleep was a nightmare yesterday.

2008-03-04T20:51:00.002+08:00

Go visit http://choiceforvoice.wordpress.com! Mel and Sendy's blog. Interesting posts and videos, also to let you all know why they should be part of the 32nd Students' Council!

I personally feel they deserve to be part of it, that's why I'm putting in so much effort in their campaign. No, they did not bribe/force/threaten/curse/beg me in any way whatsoever. (:

2008-03-03T23:41:00.002+08:00

My tagboard is flooded now, wow. Just after I told Mel my tagboard was dead. Haha. Anyway, shall reply tags here, in chronological order.

Jia Min
Yes I do love TJ a lot! Especially mass dance and all the people I met especially through SCIP. I really miss SCIP and mass dance.

Mel
Haha right, Delta 9 now. I changed my post already. Keke. SCIP 08 will never be replaced! (: I want you in OUR student council. (: I really do, not just cos you're my friend yeah. (:

KM
Haha yes, the 3 DSA choir people in TJ got L1R5s of 9, 8 and 8. Hahahaha. So actually don't need to DSA. But whatever. Fluff is still as BLUR as ever, but she's doing fine. LOL.

Alvina
Yes, you are terrible. But not very outdated la, I seldom blog also.

Cheese
Err. Lol. Yo!

Fion
YES I miss it. Haha. Must recover soon kay! (: Jia you jia you.

Jo
Yay glad to hear that! (: Enjoy yourself yeah. And when's the anniversary? I want to go back! Can give me details? XD

Okay I guess I'm done. XD So byebyebye.

2008-03-02T16:59:00.003+08:00

VOTE FOR ALPHA 10 (Sendy) AND DELTA 9 (Melanie) FOR STUDENT COUNCIL!
Yay. (:

2008-03-01T13:16:00.000+08:00

69 words

Speedtest

2008-02-29T23:56:00.002+08:00

It's okay with me what you think.
No, really.
You were honest with me, that's what matters.
And maybe,
Just maybe,
After you've completed your studies,
One day things will be different.

For now..
I'm content to remain friends.
So we can get to know each other better.
And you're a great person to know.
A great friend to have.

Thanks for being so nice! (:

2008-02-26T11:29:00.002+08:00

At the end of the beginning,
We barely knew each other,
Barely talked,
Only said 'hi' and 'nice to meet you'.

As we moved on,

We got to know one another

And learnt more about each other.

We worked well,

Worked fast,

Worked hard.

Zenith II passed way too fast,

A blink and it was over.

Now,

At the beginning of the end,
A new legacy begins.
The time that passed
Was the most valuable of our lives.
We lived the life,
We strove for excellence.
For wasted time we paid the price,
For time well spent we reaped the harvest.

For together we spent these past 5 weeks,
Hand in hand we battled the storm.
On eagles' wings we soared above,
And carried our legacy to the stars on high.

Time..
Effort..
Sacrifice..
Frustration..
Jealousy..
Turned to
Fulfilment.
Satisfaction.
Hope.
Friendship.
And a new history formed.

For once an SCIP, always an SCIP.
We built a bridge of trust to cross the waters of adversity.
And SCIP '08 will live on forever, for no one can ever take our place.

2008-02-23T00:05:00.002+08:00

ZENITH II ROCKED!!!!!!!!!

OMG seriously la. I'm really really really gonna miss SCIP and Zenith II. In fact I miss it already. ): Yup. It was a blast. I personally think ~~despite all the screwups and stuff,~~ WE ROCKED ZENITH II. WOOOTS~~ Zenith II and SCIP oh so sexy/power/hot sia/baik!!! (:

Anyway, all this couldn't have been possible without SCIP OGLs and OGMs. (: And ~~I am biased, but~~ SCIP most of all! To all SCIP members, you all really rocked. I think we did really well. (: And we managed to make it a blast of an OII! ~~(Idon'tcarewhatpeoplesaytocontradictwoots.)~~

And to those who couldn't be here for the actual orientation but still put in your utmost effort, YOUR CONTRIBUTIONS REALLYREALLY HELPED. Seriously. Even though you all couldn't be with us for OII, all the hard work you put in for SCIP was reallyreally reallyreally appreciated. Without you we couldn't have done this much. Seriously. You guys rock.

ECOMM. Wooooo~~ You guys rock! (Or those who turned up anyway.) Yup. It's been a blast mass dancing every morning and like almost every hour of the day when we got the chance. Haha. Uh huh. Thanks so much for all the effort you all put in to learn the mass dance and teach the OGLs and OGMs. And the video rocked! (Although I still don't get the third day's video.) I LOVED THE FIRST VIDEO. Hahahaha. Superbly funny la.

AND AND AND. To the EXCO!!!! You all put in the most most most effort to make ZenithII a success. ESPECIALLY MEL, who keeps telling me that she's not doing that much. YES MEL, WE KNOW THAT ALREADY. You're not doing that much- you're doing A LOT MUCH. (Mel rocks socks. I rock shoes. HAHA.) Anyway. Yup, thanks so much to the exco for contributing so much to make ZenithII happen. You all laid the foundation for all this. And to you the rest of us are forever indebted. (Mel, stop contradicting me for once kay. XD)

Anyway, yups, that's about all- I think. Uh huh. Okay I shall end here before I get wayyy too emo. x_X SCIP ROCKS!!!

2008-02-20T21:59:00.001+08:00

Today was the first day of ZenithII. (: Went quite well. *hears coughing* Okay, it went very well. Lol. Especially the dancing. The OGMs learnt super fast so we literally shot through S Club and Speedy. (The problem starts tomorrow dun dun dun.) Yup.

Do I really need to blog an account of today? Lol. Very tired la. Shall blog about all 3 days after orientation's over. Yup.

2008-02-19T21:27:00.003+08:00

Exhausted these past few days. Fell asleep during 3 lectures and 2 tutorials yesterday, which equates to about 5/6 of my lessons. x_X Kept taking naps today too. I have no idea why I'm so tired, but I think it's cos O2 is so near.

TOMORROW'S THE DAY PEOPLE.

Jia you! We can do this. Let's make ZenithII a raging success! WHOOO~~. (: All our hard work finally comes to this. It's now or never, so let's go all the way! Yay!! Lol. I'm high. But yup. All the best people.

2008-02-18T23:44:00.002+08:00

Okay, my CG has apparently dwindled from 21 people to 13 people. Fantastic. Lol. Hopefully the people not in any more can stay via appeal. Jia you people! Suck up as much as you can. Haha. Okay you didn't see that.

ANYway. 1 MORE DAY. 1 MORE FRICKING DAY. AHHHH. WE NEED TO GET THE OGLS TO MASTER THE DANCES. x_X And we changed Sweet Escape AGAIN. -_- Oh well. Not too bad. Today was relatively successful la. Yups. Thanks to Jason and Zheng Lu. And the rest of the SC who helped out in mass dance. (: You guys rock! Jason, Zheng Lu, Swee Liang, Siew Yuen and Jonathan especially, thanks so much for your help!

I am currently completely SLACKING, with the excuse that we have no school the entire week. Heh. Okay whatever. Tomorrow is a SLACK day. We have one period of Civics, after which (I think) we have games briefing. Then, I'll slackslackslack until 4pm, when I'll go to the audi to watch the video etc etc. So I'll kill time from like 10am to 4pm. Fantastic. Anyone want to yue wo chu qu for about 5 hours, discounting travel time? Lol. Sian.

Anyway, this is a long post. Lol. I have kept my promise about trying to post longer. XD Sayonara.

2008-02-17T22:22:00.000+08:00

Went to Suntec today. Supposed to go to Kbox but someone *ahemahem* couldn't go. ): So instead we watched L! Lol. Nice. Lol. Like his life story for the 23 days before he dies la. So sad!! Poor L. He deserves to live! And I'm ranting here.

Anyway, lao-ed yu sheng. Funny la! We were at the Fountain of Wealth. LOL. Hopefully not featured on STOMP.com. LOL. Funny sia.

Bought a ring! I like. (: Shall wear to school hahahaha. It's nice la. (: I like the design. Haha.

Hmm, what else.. nothing much la. The rest is mundane. LOL. Oh, and Alyba and pH went high. As usual. -_- Lol. And we kicked Alvina's butt! Whoo~ Haha. Yup.

~~Finally said it, and I'm okay with the reaction. It's okay. Hopefully one day things will change. Until then I'll be waiting and hoping. (:~~

2008-02-16T17:47:00.002+08:00

3 more days to ZenithII, people. We can do it!

Anyway, went back to school today for games briefing and slacking. Lol. Played Taboo with CK etc. Superbly fun. (: We should play more often. Los Angeles = an American country, involving angles and lesbians. Or at least that was the only stuff I could come up with at the time. LOL. Lame. Seriously. -_- But fun!

Wednesday marks the start of ZenithII. ~~Hopefully~~ I know all will go well!!! And we'll rock the house down. (:

The showdown begins...

2008-02-15T23:09:00.002+08:00

Circuit training, in a nutshell, SUCKS. Yup. PE sucks. Or rather, it sucks when we're not doing fun stuff. Which is why circuit training sucks. Uh huh. I died today. x_X

Anyway, Chem tutorial was okay today. Ms Moodswing was in a good mood. Lol. The same can't be said for Mr Rajesh though. x_X Seriously, what happened in Drama on Wednesday!!?? -_- Tension was HIGH. And watched Secret during doubleChinese. I love that movie la! I like Rain. Lol. I and Alyba were both silently exploding when the English subtitles read "I am Rain". LOL.

Mass dance was okay. Yup. Some of the OGLs aren't enthu enough. And some still can't dance. Aiya.. Die die die. Hopefully they can learn by Wed la. Especially Sweet Escape.

Went to PP with Alyba after choir today. Both of us were quite broke. Lol. We ate at the food court! I sounded wayy too excited there. Anyway. My father picked us up cos we were both lazy. So we wandered around PP until he arrived. From Jurong. Yup. Ogled at games at Comics Connection. Haha. Wanted to visit 77th Street but it was closed! Sad. Hmm.

Going to school tmr for SCIP/OGL stuff. Lol.

Going to lao yu sheng and go to Kbox with the guas on Sunday! YAY. And I shall bring my own chopsticks. HAHAHAHAHA. I learn fast. Uh huh.

Okay I shall end off here.

Follow the notes upon the journey
At first sight marks one's destiny
Once the voyage comes to an end
Return lies within hasty keys

2008-02-14T21:50:00.002+08:00

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Love this song. (: Teardrops on my guitar by Taylor Swift. Yes Mel, this song is overplayed. But I still like it. I like the melody, and I like melancholy songs (although they make me emo sometimes when I'm in a more down mood). Yup.

Valentines' day today. Got a bit emo while writing Val's letter. Lol... I'm like that de. Either emo or hyper. And I'm classified under 'hyperstone'. Cos I'm very very vellie vellie vairy vairy good at stoning. I can completely blank out in the middle of a crowded place. Uh huh. Haha.

Anyway, since Mel's reading this right now.. HI MELLLLL!!!!! Haha. Okay random. Bye.

2008-02-13T23:34:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentines' Day! Well, in 25 minutes. Lol.

Went to PP with Alyba after OGL training. And we went to Giant. Where she bought her FBTs. And she COULDN'T REMOVE THE HANGERS. So I had to do it for her. And she COULDN'T PUT BACK THE HANGERS! Now there's a surprise. So I suppose this is the Alyba-and-the-shorts-hanger chronicles. Aiyaiyai. Tip: If you don't wanna be treated like a maid, DON'T go FBT shopping with Alyba. SHE CAN'T WORK THE HANGERS. Lol. Funny sia.

ANYWAY. Going to be busied off my pants(?) from now til Zenith2. Okay, Busied off my skirt. Whatever. And tomorrow we're doing mass dance! And I'm wearing platforms! Whoot. Shall take off my shoes to dance. Hahaha.

2008-02-11T22:40:00.000+08:00

I seriously cannot stand that woman. Seriously. -_- What have I done now!!! Now she's getting pissed off because I kept my Secondary school letters from friends. What's her problem!!!! Irritating. Not as if they're lying all over the place!! And she somehow managed to link it to CNY and ear piercings. DAMN PISSIFYING. In a super bad mood now because of her la. F***.

2008-02-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

Very touching song from Digimon Season 2. Our Digital World.

Bokura No Digital World
Kirameki yozora miagete itara
Ano toki ni mita hoshi ga hikatta
Umi wo norikoe tairiku mezashi
Omoigakezu ni hajimatta adobenchaa

Dejitaru waarudo de no kazukazu no bouken ga
Erabareshi kodomotachi kimitachi no naka ni aru
Yuusha wo tachiagarasetan da

Kokoro wo tsunaidara itsu datte geeto hirakun da

Bokura no dejitaru waarudo
Ano hi ano toki deawanakereba
Ima no bokura wa kitto inai ne
Arigatou dejitaru waarudo
Shinjiru sugosa ki zukanakereba
Konna ni tsuyoku narenakatta ne
Bouken no tabi wa madamada tsuzuku yo

Minna, honto ni arigatou
Kimi ga ita kara...
Arigatou
Doumo
Minna, sankyuu
Arigatou

Angato na
Arigabingo!
Kansha shitemasu
Arigatou
Anata to tomo ni
Arigatou

Nagareru hoshi ni negai wo kaketa
Honto no nakama deaeru you ni
Dekoboko michi de chizu sae nai yo
Owaru koto naku hateshinai adobenchaa

Dejitaru waarudo de no samazama na tatakai ga
Dejimon no minna kimitachi no naka ni aru
Senshi wo moeagarasetan da

Chikara wo awasetara doko mademo shinka dekirun da

Bokura no dejitaru waarudo
Tatakau koto mo kimi no tame nara
Kono sekai ni mo asa wo tsugeru ne
Arigatou dejitaru waarudo
Hitorikiri de wa bokura dake de wa
Konna ookiku narenakatta ne
Bouken no tabi wa madamada tsuzuku yo

Arigatou
Arigatou
Ookini
Matta nee~
Arigatou...chu!
Da~isuki...piyo!

Sankyuu
Katajikenai
Arigatou ne
Arigatou
Arigatou
Arigatou

Mamoriai tasukeai sasaeai shinjiai
Erabareshi kodomotachi to dejimontachi wa
Atsui kodou wo hitotsu ni shitan da

Issho ni mitsuketa mono oikakete tonde ikou

Bokura no dejitaru waarudo
Warai korogeta hi kenka shita koto mo
Subete dakishimete arukou
Arigatou dejitaru waarudo
Namida nagashita hi ochikonda koto mo
Mune ni kizamitsuke susumou
Bouken no tabi wa madamada tsuzuku yo

Genki nee zo

Minna no dejitaru waarudo
Shinjiru sugosa ki zukanakereba
Konna ni tsuyoku narenakatta ne
Arigatou dejitaru waarudo
Hitorikiri de wa bokura dake de wa
Konna ookiku narenakatta ne
Bouken no tabi wa madamada tsuzuku yo

2008-02-09T17:39:00.000+08:00

Okay, since I feel so paiseh about the length of my posts vs. the length of Val's posts, I shall blog. Or try to. And I shall attempt to make this a lonnngg post. Attempt. I realise the length of my posts now vs. about 3 years ago is like, o_O very very different. Last time my posts used to reach from the ceiling to the floor, and now errr. XDD Paiseh. But I really got nothing to blog ma. Maybe I should blog
like
this,
then can take up more length. XP

Anyway, CNY was monotone. o_O Was memorising my choir score while visiting. Lol. And watching my relatives play mahjong while my cousin gave me a running commentary. And I still don't understand hahaha. But I don't like to gamble so nvm one hehe.

I'm going to start ranting here so people who don't want to hear about helix piercings can skip this part. Lol. But I want a helix piercing. XPP I think it's nice. Actually I wanted to get during the CNY holiday but cannot due to unforeseen circumstances. x_X So maybe I'll pop by PP during the 1hour 40min break on Tuesday between Lit and Chem prac. -_- I still think the long break is stupid. Especially so for the Lit H1 people who have a 3hour 20min break due to the two H2 Lit periods there. STUPID timetabling. And I'm going off on a tangent here. XP Shall reconnect. Yeah, basically after this paragraph the gist of it is that I want a helix piercing. Lol. But I dunno where to pierce cos a lot of places don't use needles to pierce. They use gun, which has a risk of shattering your cartilage. Yup. So I'll try at Stege to see whether they'll use a needle instead. Lol.

Okay end of my rant. XP I suddenly feel like eating sushi. o_O I have weird cravings and addictions de. Haha. (At least not smoking or drugs la.) Yupyup. And I finally found out how to save YouTube videos to computer! Woot~ Thanks to Alvina. Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah~ *does Shabuya hand action* Lol.

I think this post should be long enough ba. o_O Lol. Then after that I'll be back to my 5sentence posts again. Hehe.

I love Heartsdale! Actually I love all the TJC mass dances. Although Speedy's a bit irritating. To me. XPP People, must master the 3 orientation dances properly okay!!!! Including all the intricate details. It's of utmost importance!! (At least to me.) And I still have problems with Retarded. T_T

2008-02-07T19:29:00.000+08:00

So Tell Me
Hearts, da l-e-s baby
It's hearts da l-e-s
Hearts da l-e-s, that's right
So what you, what you, what you want?
Come on!

Are you ready? RISETTO
Ima ga chance, baby
Shunkan mikiwamete dare to dance, baby?
Mokuteki wa hitotsu sadame mo sorasazu
Kanarazu neratta emono wo byou satsu
Heartsdales saimai wa shirokuro hakkiri
1 kara 10 made MAIKU wa bakkiri
On the regular 100% (hyakuPA-) wo dashikiri
Kui nai jinsei (say what?) tanoshimi
Bousou tokkyuu de TOPPU ni sakidatsu
REESU wa jibun no aizu de noridasu
Masumasu kageki na FURO- kimi de kinasou
So tell me what you want,
What you, what you want

Soba ni ite hoshii nara
So tell me what you want, come on!
Watashi dake mitete
So, so what you, what you, what you want
Ai saretai nara
So tell me what you want, come on!
Mimamotte ite ne zutto zutto

Hearts, da l-e-s baby
It's hearts da l-e-s
Hearts da l-e-s, that's right
So what you, what you, what you want?
Come on!

Hot baby, hot baby 1,2,3,4
HA-KO- na femme fatale sanjou
Make them say
"Yo, dare ano neechan??"
Keisan zuku de keikaku tateru hirameku meian
The unbelievable kita zo the chick that's fly
Kono yo itta mon kachi no gyoukan
Shika mo we the most ikareta kyoudai
I'll make you say you're sorry like
Chicago, right shinbaku kazu ageteku kokoro tokimeku
SEREBU to chill in MERUSEDESU
You know
It's like that hibi ugoku to make a zaisan
Bibiraseru nousatsu FUROO wo kaichau
Ichido kikya itamitsuki
Dakara itsumo cats love this like I'm FURISUKI-
Atama ni chokugeki sureba ase nigiru te ni
MAIKU de we about to set a record

Soba ni ite hoshii nara
So tell me what you want, come on!
Watashi dake mitete
So, so what you, what you, what you want
Ai saretai nara
So tell me what you want, come on!
Mimamotte ite ne zutto zutto

We got Jewels, all the way live! Way live!)
We got Rum, all the way live! (Way live!)
Heartsdales, all the way live! (Way live!)
All the way live!

I spray kashi like toryou machi no kabe
Bomb umetsukusu
Local kara global, hey yo uwasa hirome
Umi koe yuku yo diplomat
RIKOMEN suru ADOBAISU (kaname check shitoke)
Hi no te no you na verse mitoreteru hazu
Ichimoku boreshichau Queen from shutoken
We bring the kakumei ishoku na sisters from hikaru wakusei

Soba ni ite hoshii nara
So tell me what you want, come on!
Watashi dake mitete
So, so what you, what you, what you want
Ai saretai nara
So tell me what you want, come on!
Mimamotte ite ne zutto zutto

Soba ni ite hoshii nara
So tell me what you want, come on!
Watashi dake mitete
So, so what you, what you, what you want
Ai saretai nara
So tell me what you want, come on!
Mimamotte ite ne zutto zutto

What you want, what you want,
What you want
What you want, what you want,
What you want from me, huh?

2008-02-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

Road Run was fascinating. I invaded Alpha. Hahaha. Was cheering at the front with Sendy Wen Shin and Sin Yee. XPP And we were cheering other houses' cheers too, especially Beta who was beside us. I love the Shabuya cheer. XDD And the rat thing was funny. Agatha as Minnie Mouse! Lol.

I still don't know what I'm doing. It's better if I let go. Just say it out and let it go after that. I'm not going to bother about consequences. I don't care any more.

2008-02-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

Brenda, you are a genius. Of all ways, you have to go this way. SMART. And it's not as if it's a one-person-involved situation. There're so many people involved. One of which is like your very good friend who just confided in you. -_-

Sometimes I hate myself for what I do to me.

2008-02-05T00:12:00.000+08:00

Constant as the stars above
Always know that you are loved
And my love shining in you
Will help you make your dreams come true
Will help your dreams come true

The lamb lies down and rests its head
On its mother's downy bed
Dolphin plays in the moonlight's glow
And butterfly dreams of a violet rose
Dreams of a violet rose

I'll cradle you in my arms tonight
As sun embraces the moonlight
The clouds will carry us off tonight
Our dreams will run deep like the sea
Our dreams will run deep like the sea

Constant as the stars above
Always know that you are loved
And my love shining in you
Will help you make your dreams come true
Will help your dreams come true

2008-02-03T20:02:00.000+08:00

Sun goes down
And we are here together
Fireflies glow like a thousand charms
Stay with me
And you can dream forever
Right here in my arms tonight

It’s magic
When you are here beside me
Close your eyes
And let me hold you tight
Everything
That I could ever need
Is right here in my arms tonight

Sounds of day
Fade away
Stars begin to climb

Melodies
Feel the breeze
Sweeter all the time

Sun goes down (my love)
And we are here together (it’s always with you)
Fireflies glow like a thousand charms (either near or far)
Stay with me (my sweet)
And you can dream forever (to hold you)
Right here in my arms tonight

2008-02-03T15:09:00.000+08:00

Been too tired to blog for the last two days, so I'm taking about 5-10min off Sigma Notation (which is irritating me) to blog about CNY carnival and OGL camp.

CNY carnival
Verrryy interesting to see Mr Tong and Mr Aziz get dunked. Haha. Sad, didn't get the chance to get a video cos my hands were a bit occupied by dripping candy. Lol. But I managed to take pics at least. Hehe. And ~~stupid~~ Jonathan whip-creamed me and Kam Hei. Lol. (Okay fine, so we started it.) Whipped cream on your face is EXTREMELY disgusting, and I'm put off whipped cream for life. Lol. But I must admit he was a genius. Lol. Super smart. Oh, and I and KH creamed Joshua too. Haha. And he requested us to cream Ying Chao. LOL. Funny sia. But that's not the main focus of this post. On to the highlight...

OGL camp!!!
Okay, so waking up at 7am on a Saturday is something I'd normally never do, but I've been doing just that for the past month consecutively thanks to SCIP. Lol. But yeah. Yesterday was the day of OGL day camp. Whoo~! Lol. The OGLs (and SCIP, to say the least) were damn high la. Cheering almost consecutively. o_O Ecomm slacked almost 3 hours. But we MORE THAN made up for it when teaching the dances. Whoo. Justin is damn enthu man. And he said he couldn't teach. YEAH RIGHT LA. Lol. But watching people mass dance Sweet Escape is superbly FUNNY, especially when half of them still can't get the steps completely right. XP I am Evil with a capital E. But it was fun. And the Ecomm kept dancing only the first verse plus chorus of Heartsdale under LT1. Lol. Cos that's all we've learnt so far ma! Need to arrange teaching session. Hmm. Anyway. I love Heartsdale! Love the song too. Eh Bao Hui, hurry up and get SY to send you the song leh! I wanttt. Lol. And had clan master elections.
Zephon: Continue. (Lol.)
Erypion: Dunno his name. But the guy who was leading all the cheers. Lol.
Panthera: Wee Peng
Slithas: Syazana (Did I really need to say that?)
Yup, basically. Then went with Alyba to PP to eat. XP

Okay, I guess that's all for today, shall get back to ~~pissing off~~ Sigma Notation. XP

2008-01-30T21:36:00.000+08:00

Cue the cursing. Number one, Retarded has been taken out of the schedule. x_X And also I have NO IDEA what the title of the song Heartsdale is danced to is called. Seriously. Neither does Jason. x_X So I'm having a bit (read: a LOT) of trouble with the stage filler proposal. x_X And this post has a lot of 'x_X's in it. x_X Lol. I'm tired. Haven't completed my GP essay cos I have completely no idea how to continue. I'm drained of brain juice. Lol.

Anyway, trying to work something out with Jason. x_X (That's the 5th 'x_X' I've typed. Make that the sixth.)

2008-01-27T19:27:00.000+08:00

Go Green Day was absurdly tiring. Supposedly 28/07 ended at 10am last year, but this year due to shortage of lorries (-_-) we ended at like 3+pm. That's like a drastic difference. Hmm. I'm extremely tired now. Going to sleep early today cos I still need to learn the mass dance from Jason plus I need to help to teach the mass dance plus I have OGL interview. -_-

2008-01-26T20:27:00.000+08:00

Went to school- again. Lol. From 7.30am to about 12.45pm. And danced. Again. Lol. We discussed the skit and video first though. And I think the plot for the video ROCKS. (: Cos I contributed! Lol, kidding. But I think it's really cool. So don't miss Zenith2 people! It's really nice. (:

2008-01-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

Danced almost consistently between 10am and 6pm today. So I'm seriously drained. But still, I wouldn't have it any other way. I love the dances- I love dancing. No idea why, since I hated dancing in Primary and Secondary schools. But once I came to TJ I got hooked on the mass dances. Ever since DSA orientation last December.

Anyway, we're replacing Dhoom with Sweet Escape. I love Sweet Escape! Although I'm still sad that we're not learning Dhoom. Still, I have the steps for Dhoom in the document Samantha sent so I can try to remember. Haha. *rants* I love Sweet Escape!!! Super fun to dance.

And I still can't dance the mirror to Retarded. I need Jason's help, seriously. S Club- no problem. Speedy and Sweet Escape- not necessary. So it's only Retarded, which is like the hardest dance of all to learn. And I need to learn it mirrored. I know the steps down pat, but I can't change direction la. -_- ESPECIALLY the chorus. x_X

Okay shall stop ranting. -_-

2008-01-24T22:04:00.000+08:00

English: A1
Combined humans: A2
Geography: B3
Mathematics: A1
Add maths: A1
Chemistry: A2
Biology: A1
Higher music: A2

o_O OMG LA I GOT A1 FOR ADD MATHS! I can't believe it. I failed my Prelim paper you know! And Higher music o_O from C5 to A2. AMAZING. Praise the Lord! (Although Geog was sucky but I blame agriculture. Heh.) Anyway, I got 8 for L1R5. (: Damn happy now. Although still tired from consistent dancing. x_X Anyway, yeah. Whatever.

2008-01-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

Stayed back after Contact Time today to teach Clare and Chia Pei the mass dances. Danced for nearly 3 hours, and I'm super tired now. But I love the dances- haven't learnt Dhoom yet though. And we lack guys to dance. Haha. Anyway, finally can dance Retarded. Thanks to Jason and Jonathan. You guys rock man! XD Thanks so much for teaching us so early in the morning. (Especially Jason who's normally sleeping like a rock in the canteen every morning.)

Okay, at first it was only Clare and Chia Pei, but in the end a thousand people came and joined in. Lol. No, really. Okay fine, exaggerating. Heh. But like about 5 people came to join in. And I had to repeat S Club dunno how many times for Fionn. Hahaha. You owe me one sia. Kidding.

Anyway, I love dancing. (: Super fun. But paiseh to dance in front of like a hundred people in the morning outside the SC room. x_X And the rest of them keep pushing me to the front la! Evil poks. Lol. But it's fun la.

Okay shall stop here. Tomorrow getting Olevel results. SIAN. -_-

2008-01-20T00:14:00.000+08:00

SCIP BRINGS THE HOUSE DOWN. (: Had SCIP day camp today. Really really fun, although we had to arrive at school at like 8.30am and we left at 10.30pm or so. But I really enjoyed myself la.

Shall blog about random stuff. Our group (FINGERS!) explored like Simei Tampines Tanahmerah Changiairport. Lol. Had fun doing random (and crazy) stuff. Like Simon and CK going up to a swimsuit stall and asking to try on a pink bikini. Hilarious!

Anyway, then we elected a committee to lead the (twisted)tea party. TIRING. I hate elections. Anyway, I shall breeze over this part to prevent drool on keyboards.

Then came the main event, PLANNING THE @!?#?!&!*$! tea party. SERIOUSLY. The 31st Student Council is a CRAZY BUNCH. Got really really weird people. And they made our lives (for the next 2-3 hours) HELL. But I reallyreallyreally had fun planning and executing the tea party, evenifsomepeoplewerepressingalarmsandcausingaruckus. Lol. *coughSendycough*

Guest list included:
1) A pregnant, moodswingy guy. Yes, guy. (Kang Yu.)
2) A Sai Kou (psycho) Bomberman. Complete with balloons and hostage. (Shawn.)
3) An EXTREMELY swee but niang hairdresser. Get the hint? (Swee Liang.)
4) Joshua and two extremely weird-and-at-ends bodyguards called (get this) Jack and Russell. Woof. (Joshua, Kenneth, Ying Chao.)
5) Joshua's attention-seeking preschool-teacher-wannabe sister, also known as Spiderman's girlfriend. Fill in the blank. (Mingjin.)
6) Bra Yan. Enough said. (Bryan.)
7) Jim Electron?!? (Jonathan.)
8) A preschool principal complete with whiny preschool daughter. (Ryan, Cadence.)
9) Amateur makeup artist who drew on the PR's faces with lipstick. (Valerian.)
10) Mr. Yakult and Ms Vitagen. What a pair. -_- (Ziko, Amirah.)
11) Do I really need to continue with all 18 guests?

Real SCIPexco elections came at night. From 8 to about 10.15pm. LONG. Seriously. We had 3 rounds of ecomm ties la. But I'm relatively satisfied with our current exco. Yup.

Really looking forward to working with the other 62 SCIP members over the next 4 weeks, hopefully we can make this orientation the Zenith of Zeniths. (: SCIP OIII!!!

2008-01-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

Can't go for TK CCA Promo tomorrow cos I have an SCIP meeting from 8 to 9. No, not 8am to 9am. No, not 8pm to 9pm. It's 8am to 9pm. Juliet was moaning. XP But I'm not regretting my decision one bit. I'm sure I'll have a lot of fun. (:

One problem: should I join the exco? I already signed the form, so what I'm trying to figure out now is, should I hand it in?

2008-01-17T20:45:00.000+08:00

I got into SCIP! (: So did Unnaa and Hui Ching. Yay! (:

Anyway, I'm now a cute innocent fluffy white PONG Angora. -_- Note the PONG. That's the most important word there. Idon'tcare, If I'm an Angora I wanna be an Angora chinchilla. XDXD

2008-01-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

Had interview for SCIP today with Kenneth, Siew Yuen, Ziko and Chester. Alyba went in with me hahaha. Hopefully hopefully I can get into SCIP. I really wanna be part of the planning for Zenith2.

2008-01-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

My timetable is WEIRDLY ABSURDLY WEIRD.

On Friday, I have Bio tutorial at 10.00am.
On Friday, I have Chem tutorial at 10.00am.

GOOD RIGHT. -_- And Chinese clashes with group PE on Monday. Hmm.

2008-01-09T21:38:00.000+08:00

Had PDP exhibition today. Drea rock climbed. Cool la, she made it look so easy. x_X And ALYBA signed up for rock climbing as well as choir. I DON'T CARE YOU BETTER JOIN CHOIR LOL.

Signed up for SCIP. Hopefully I can pass the interview. I reallyreally wanna get into SCIP. Wanna plan Zenith2! And I wanna learn the mass dances hehe. Although I don't wanna join SC. (I can't, or else Ms Tham will probably kill me.) But I really want to get into SCIP.

Yes I'm ranting.

This blog has become depressing.

2008-01-08T21:24:00.000+08:00

So now I'm in CG 28/08. What in the world is going on?

I don't know if I should drop to H1 Maths. I definitely won't be able to cope with H2.
I guess I'll try out H2 Maths until Olevel results are out, then decide.

~~And I wanna change house. ):~~

2008-01-06T18:53:00.000+08:00

I love orientation1. ONite was superbly fun, and super-superbly high. XP Polar bear was amusing.

(Yes I love making obscure references.)

Anyway. I want to become an OGL for o2! =P Hopefully.
[EDIT]Apparently I can sign up for SCIP. XDD Anyone wanna sign up with me? *propagandas*[/EDIT]

2008-01-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

TJ <333. (: Yes TK I still miss you loads. But I love TJ. (:

Never been so enthusiastic in my entire TK life. Lol. 2nd day of orientation and I'm already screaming my lungs out during cheers.

Anyway. 2 more days of orientation and then the lecture starts. (Literally.)

2008-01-01T00:40:00.000+08:00

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words.

I think I'm hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia-phobic. Lol.

2007-12-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

I am SO IN LOVE with Agapella la. (As if I wasn't once I saw them at BKC.) Seriously, they are SUPERB. And anyone who doesn't listen to them (either on CD or in person) is SERIOUSLY missing out here. (Okay, I'm fangirling. And I don't ever fangirl, so you can tell they are SERIOUSLY GOOD.)

Just went to watch them at the Esplanade Concourse today. After much pestering and heartbreak, I finally got to go. ^^ And when I listened to the CD, I never realised that the trumpet playing in the first track 'Follow that Star' was actually one of their members vocalising!!! I seriously thought it was a real trumpet. (Either he's super good, or I'm a failure MEP student. It's ~~probably~~ without a doubt the former.)

Anyway, Aaron and Namiko remember me! *floats off* Lol. I shall be the PRESIDENT of the AGAPELLA FAN CLUB. ^^ *hands out flyers*

And I got to take a picture with them! (Although not the full group, but it's already more than enough for me. Maybe next time can take with the full group. Hehe.) It's my MSN display now. Hehe.

Okay shall end my rant here. And yes, I'm still fangirling.

AGAPELLA is:
Aaron Lee (tenor), finance lawyer & poet
Amanda Lee (soprano), teacher-in-training
Averil Leong (soprano), sales developer
Christopher Tan (tenor), food consultant
Colin Chia (bass), senior application specialist
Dorcas Yap (alto), psychologist
Jameson Soh (bass/vocal percussion), marketing manager/part-time stage actor
Lyn Chua (sound manager), sales engineer
Namiko Chan-Takahashi (soprano), visual artist
Sherman Ong (tenor), helicopter pilot
Ang Shih-Huei (alto), public relations practitioner
Simone Erasmus (alto), researcher
Stanley Leong (baritone), radio talkshow host
Uma Rudd-Chia (alto), senior copywriter
Chia Yu Hsien (baritone), architect

2007-12-20T19:42:00.000+08:00

AT THE END of time, billions of people were seated on a great plain before God's throne. Most shrank back from the brilliant light before them. But some groups near the front talked heatedly, not cringing with shame - but with belligerence.

"Can God judge us? How can He know about suffering?", snapped a pert young brunette. She ripped open a sleeve to reveal a tattooed number from a Nazi concentration camp. "We endured terror ... beatings ... torture ... death!"

In another group a Negro boy lowered his collar. "What about this?" he demanded, showing an ugly rope burn. "Lynched, for no crime but being black !"

In another crowd there was a pregnant schoolgirl with sullen eyes: "Why should I suffer?" she murmured. "It wasn't my fault." Far out across the plain were hundreds of such groups. Each had a complaint against God for the evil and suffering He had permitted in His world.

How lucky God was to live in Heaven, where all was sweetness and light. Where there was no weeping or fear, no hunger or hatred. What did God know of all that man had been forced to endure in this world? For God leads a pretty sheltered life, they said.

So each of these groups sent forth their leader, chosen because he had suffered the most. A Jew, a negro, a person from Hiroshima, a horribly deformed arthritic, a thalidomide child. In the centre of the vast plain, they consulted with each other. At last they were ready to present their case. It was rather clever.

Before God could be qualified to be their judge, He must endure what they had endured. Their decision was that God should be sentenced to live on earth as a man.

Let him be born a Jew. Let the legitimacy of his birth be doubted. Give him a work so difficult that even his family will think him out of his mind.

Let him be betrayed by his closest friends. Let him face false charges, be tried by a prejudiced jury and convicted by a cowardly judge. Let him be tortured.

At the last, let him see what it means to be terribly alone. Then let him die so there can be no doubt he died. Let there be a great host of witnesses to verify it.

As each leader announced his portion of the sentence, loud murmurs of approval went up from the throng of people assembled. When the last had finished pronouncing sentence, there was a long silence. No one uttered a word. No one moved.

For suddenly, all knew that God had already served His sentence.

2007-12-18T21:46:00.000+08:00

Went with JM and Fion to TM and CS today. (Supposedly to 'study', but yeah. Whatever.) Got red and purple hairspray! Wheee~ Superbly cool. And got the pillow that completes ______'s present. XD Sewing is NOT my cup of tea. I swear the needle hates my fingers okay. (From a person who's never taken a home ec lesson in her life. Seriously.)

Can't wait for the bbq. XD

2007-12-15T22:35:00.001+08:00

Went to Bethesda Katong Church with Serene, Chesed and Vic to watch a Christmas concert put up by Agapella. Super nice la! I'm in love with the group now. (And Serene sabo-ed me and told Sherman I desperately wanted to join the group. DIAO.) Anyway, looking through their website now. Hehe.

2007-12-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

A variation of the girl/boy quiz I did earlier. This one has girl, boy, nerd, emo and childish.

Girly
[x] I love at least one shade of pink.
[ ] I don't like being messy.
[ ] My belongings are organized.
[x] I don't like rock music.
[x] I like wearing accessories.
[ ] Bright colors amaze me.
[ ] I hate black.
[ ] I go to the salon once a week.
[ ] I comb my hair almost all the time.
[x] I bring my phone with me everywhere.
Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10. You are 40% girly.

Boyish
[ ] I wear baggy pants.
[ ] I play video games.
[ ] I listen to boy bands like My Chemical Romance, Yellowcard, Switchfoot, etc.
[x] I like wearing jackets with hoods.
[x] I'm too lazy to do chores.
[ ] I don't like shopping.
[ ] I like to go bungee jumping.
[ ] I like being sweaty.
[ ]I'm a big fan of marvel heroes.
[ ] I barely wear perfume.
Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10. You are 20% boyish.

Nerdy
[ ] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket.
[x] I enjoy studying.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I'm a straight-A student.
[x] I've never skipped any class in my whole life.
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in.
[x] My favorite subject is science. (One of them.)
[x] I enjoy reading books.
[x] My assignments are passed up on time.
[x] I correct people with their grammar.
Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10. You are 70% nerdy.

Emo
[x]I love the color black.
[x] I always sit at the corner.
[x] One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes.
[ ] I like listening to metal rock music.
[x]I have a lot of problems in my life.
[x] I'm not much of a loud person.
[ ] I don't talk much.
[ ] I don't have that much friends.
[ ] I barely have fun.
[ ] I barely go out with my folks or friends.
Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10. You are 50% emo.

Childish
[x] I love to stare at the ceiling for ten mins
[x]I sleep with a stuff toy.
[ ] I watch cartoons.
[ ] I love to invent words only i understand
[ ] I sleep with a night light.
[ ] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit.
[x] I'm scared of roller coasters.
[ ] I like being with my family relatives .
[ ] I take bubble baths.
[ ] Love spongebob
Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10. You are 30% childish.

2007-12-14T20:19:00.000+08:00

Watched The Golden Compass today at Dhoby Ghaut with Rolypoly. Damn nice la. <333>.<

Anyway. After that went to Chinatown to meet Cheese and Sauce, bought stuff, then they all came to my house with Vic. XP They left at around 7.45pm.

2007-12-13T20:23:00.000+08:00

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the fibs alone.

Then, ask 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now. (I miss the spirit of TKGS.)
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year. (Oh definitely.)
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse. (Bad habit. Heh.)
I'm totally smart. (I so wish. x_X)
I've broken someone's bones. (A chicken's.)
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. (I wish.)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (Oh yes. Haha.)
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer. (Yes, believe it. I can catch moves super fast and my rhythm is fantastic. No, I'm not being ego.)
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything. (I so wish.)
I have a lot to learn.
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex. (A bit.)
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. (His voice is a God-given talent la.)
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm feeling normal.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced. (No, but I have 5 earholes on my left ear and 3 on my right.)
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (I want to be a teacher.)
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (Proficient.. you could say that. But I wish I was better, and I wanna learn the guitar.)
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse. (I have ridden on one, and I wanna own one. Heh.)
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist. (dA! (: But I suck la.)
I only clean my room when necessary. (Actually I never clean my room. Lol.)
I like a person of the same sex. (But the quiz didn't specify in what sense. I like all my friends! Hahaha.)
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

2007-12-13T18:59:00.000+08:00

Went for the TJC DSA orientation today. Although attendance was bad (and I mean really bad), still, it was more [quote]"cosy, intimate, friendly"[/quote]. XD The student councillors were super friendly and super nice la. (Digress: Boy can Jason DANCE. He's damn good. End digress.) And although we were all extremely apprehensive at first (the councillors made the most noise among all of us), we soon warmed up to them and each other and, well, I'll not continue that sentence. XD

Anyway, waking up at 7.30am is hell when you've been waking up at 12nn for the past month. (Okay, so I woke up at 8am yesterday. So sue me.) So I'm rather tired now. Heh. Forgive random ranting and digression (see above).

Back to the curve graph as I seem to have gone off on a tangent there. I can't remember all the councillor's names, but I can for most of them, so ya. There's Swee Liang (Our emcee, and one of our group leaders. Also known as 'sweet - tea + liang'.), Su Yuen (Another group leader, very hyper.), Ziko (Nutty but nice hahaha.), Jason, Ryan (Saving private Ryan. Lol.), Ming Jing (Or Barney XD), Zhi-something (I can't remember. Bah. But she takes CLEP. PROOOO.), Shawn (Whom we had to search for all over the school cos he ran away. -_-), Yan Ting and Beatrice (Who were hiding from us during the Manhunt =_=), Ying Chao, Esti, Hui Min (VP of student council and super hyper.), etc etc. Can't remember all. =P

And the DRAMA PEOPLE *cough* kept asking me to sing. JUST BECAUSE I'M THE ONLY ONE FROM CHOIR THERE. Bah. x_X Lol. Hmm. Digression again.

Manhunt was super fun. Needed to solve clues and find icecream sticks around the school. 9 hidden in places and 5 with councillors. And we got to explore the school! Didn't know there was an 'add venture to tower solution' in TJC. XD The part when we first started the game was super funny. The group was about to move off when I stopped and asked Swee Liang "can we start with any clue first?". When he said yes, I reached out my hand and said "icecream stick please". The group leaders were all like "HUH how you know so fast!". Lol. Their expressions were all so funny laaa. Okay whatever.

Hmm. Dunno what else to blog about le. Anyway, I'd just like to say that the orientation was super fun! And I really enjoyed myself. Those who didn't go, you should so regret it lor.

So thanks to all the councillors who worked so hard to plan this for us la. And to the other DSA people, love ya! XDDD

2007-12-12T21:46:00.000+08:00

Just submitted this to dA.

Anyway, went to PP and Marine Parade Library with Rolypoly, pH and Alyba. Re-pierced my 5th earhole on my left ear (currently there are 5 on my left and 3 on my right). Almost no pain, but the expressions on RP and pH's faces were as if I was being ravaged by a colony of fire ants. =_= For the thousandth time IT DOESN'T HURT. Lol.

And borrowed 7 books from MP library, 3 of which are about forensic science.

Speaking of forensics, CSI's starting soon. So byebye. (:

2007-12-11T16:32:00.000+08:00

Shall post this. Heh. I'm getting to like posting pictures with every post. Heh. KM loves this manip. I think Laura would too. Hahaha. I have no idea who the characters are, except Claire, Hiro, Matt and Jessica. Heh. Who're the other two? I should post CSI next time. XP But since KM likes this one, I shall post this first.

Btw KM I'm about done with the Xmas dev. Should be able to post by tonight actually. Heh.

2007-12-10T16:52:00.000+08:00

One more year
What may our future hold?
Hold my hand
And let our dreams unfold.

Sing your song
Towards the dawn we cry
On towards
The brilliant stars we fly.

The time has come
To watch the memories fade
It's a new legacy
We have, in turn, to trade.

So one more step
And what may be, shall be
Come with me
To face our destiny.

I think KM will recognise this poem, since she faved it in my dA account. Haha. Just felt like submitting this, cos I think it's much better than my other poems, except maybe The Colours Live II. Lol.

2007-12-09T10:08:00.000+08:00

I'm suddenly obsessed with xxxHOLiC and butterflies. You could call me an xxxHOLiC-holic. XDD

~~Making a new layout now. No, not xxxHOLiC. Heh.~~ [EDIT]Done with layout. XP Christmas/snow theme.[/EDIT]

2007-12-08T21:30:00.000+08:00

Went with Serene to Kino and PS. Got an xxxHOLiC ring today. ^^ Super nice. XDD And got a few bottles of nail polish too. My nails are now midnight blue with silver-sparkle tips. ^^

You can tell I'm bored.

2007-12-06T14:46:00.000+08:00

Personality Type Report for Brenda
Your Personality Preferences
INTROVERT
While you may not be anti-social, you do need (and deserve) your private time and space to retreat from the world. Unlike extroverts, you need to develop a concept of the world or some aspect of it before experiencing it. Too much socializing may sap your energies. Your energies are derived from exploring the inner world of ideas, impressions and pure thought.
INTUITIVE
While you do process information through your senses you add a twist to your processing by relying on intuition and serendipity. You look for undercurrents of meaning and abstractions in what you experience physically. You do not just see things just as they are, but as what they could be. While you may rely on common sense at times, you trust inspiration far more.
JUDGING
You like decisions to be made as soon as possible. You are not comfortable with loose ends and like to see conflicts resolved as soon as possible. You have a preference for a well-structured, orderly lifestyle with few surprises. It may not be all that important who makes the decisions that gets things done as long things do get done. You take commitments very seriously. While you are not inflexible, you do like to stick to a plan once it is set into motion. FEELING
You make decisions subjectively based upon your values and what is important to you. How people will be affected by your decisions is important to you. You are likely to make decisions based upon what you feel is acceptable and agreeable rather than what is logical. Your truths are founded in your values and those of the society you live in. It is important to remember that we are discussing how you evaluate data and make decisions, and that you rely on your feelings to do so in no way implies you are overly emotional.
Your Personality Type
Introvert/Intuitive/Feeling/Judging

Sometimes you may seem to have a mystical quality about you. You are very sensitive and deep. You place a high value on integrity. Your inner life is well very well developed. You are an idealist capable of very creative, original thought. You are gentle, compassionate and enjoy your time alone. You need both inner and outer harmony. When reaching for a goal you are very determined and persevering.

In relationships you are very tender and gentle. You have a very strong need to create a pleasant home environment. You do not make commitments lightly, but once you do you put all your energies into it. You understand your feelings and are able to share them with those you care for. At times you may find it difficult to balance your need to retreat into your inner-world and your need to be with those you care for. You can be very playful and fun when you feel at ease. You need harmony in your intimate world. Conflict can upset you to the point of making you sick.

Famous People of Your Type:
Aristophanes, Chaucer, Goethe, Robert Burns, Martin Van Buren, Jimmy Carter, Nathaniel Hawthorne, Mother Teresa of Calcutta, Fred McMurray, Shirley Temple Black, Martin Luther King, Jr., Shirley McClain, Piers Anthony, Michael Landon, Tom Selleck, Oprah Winfrey, John Katz, Angela Lansbury, Richard Gere, Billy Crystal, Carrie Fisher.

Occupations Suited to Your Type Include:
Architect, artist, clergy, consultant, editor, musician, philosopher, doctor, programmer, researcher, scientist, teacher, and writer.

2007-12-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

30 secrets About Yourself. Be honest no matter what.

[One] Who was your last text from?
* .My vocal teacher.

[Two ] Where was your default picture taken?
* .MSN? It's not a photo.

[Thre e ] What’s your FULL name?
* .Lai Pei Hua Brenda.

[Fo ur ] Your current status?
* .Single

[ Five ] What is your current mood?
* .BORED OUT OF MY WITS. Any questions? Lol.

[Six ] How old are you?
* .16.

[Se ven] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
* .Yes.

[Eight ] What’s your favorite color/s?
* .Blue, purple, green, bloodred, black, white.

[Nine ] Ever had a near death experience?
* .Er, don't think so..?

[Ten] Something you do a lot?
* .Crap. XD

[ Eleven] Who can you tell ANYTHING
to?
* .God.

[ Twelve ] Name someone with the same birthday as you.
* .Johann Sebastian Bach. (:

[ Thirteen] If you could have one super power what would it be?
* .Time control.

[Fourte en] What’s the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
* .Er, the person? Hahaha.

[Fifteen ] Favorite season?
* .Spring and autumn.

[Sixteen ] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
* .Hmm, randomly. XD

[ Seventeen ] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
* .Nothing.

[Eig hteen] What language do you speak?
* .English, Chinese, veryvery basic Japanese, and crap. XD

[Ninet een ] Describe your life in one word.
* .Alive.

[Twenty] Do you have any tattoos?
* .No.

[Twenty - one ] Who was the last person you hung out with?
* .Al.

[Twenty -two ] What are you thinking about right now?
* .Er, Backstreet Boys? Cos their song is playing on my WMP. Hahaha.

[Twenty -three] What should you be doing?
* .Nothing.

[ Twenty-four] Who was the last person that made you upset?
* .Errr. No idea.

[Twenty- fi ve] What are you listening to?
* .Backstreet Boys.

[Twen ty-six ] Do you like working in the yard?
* .Yup.

[Twen ty-se ven] Who is with you?
* .No one.

[Tw en ty- eight] Do you act different around the person you like?
* .No one I like leh.

[Twen t y-nin e] What is your natural hair color?
* .Black.

[Thi rt y] Last time you were really happy?
* .Err.

2007-12-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

1. What do u think is the reason why u lie?
Dunno.
Because it's easier to say I'm alright than have people having to bother about me.
2 . Have u ever said, u’ll never love again?
Er, no.

3 . Is there anything bothering u right now?
Maybe.

4 . Is there something you wanna let go of?
No, don't think so.

5. Do the old songs u had in ur past really remind u of the memories?
Of course.

6. How important is “trust”?
Very.

7. Do u believe in soulmates?
Hmm, probably.

8 . How do u learn to forget?
Er, dunno. Lol.

9 . Is crying a sign of weakness?
Sometimes. I never ever cry, unless it's really drastic, so to me yeah.

10 . Why do u answer surveys?
Cos I'm rotting at home.

11. Do u always regret?
Most of the time.

12 . What is ur current ringtone?
Er, it's on silent, but my ringtone is Wo Xiang Fei and my SMS tone is Canon de Pachebel.

13 . Do u believe that absence makes the heart grow fonder?
Sometimes.

14. Do u believe that u have a guardian angel?
Listen to Wind's Noctourne.

15. Do u find ur ex’s new gf/bf good looking?
Don't have one.

16. What will u do if u’re stuck in the elevator with someone u don’t like?
Er, nothing. Lol.

17. Have u ever wanted someone but u cant have him/her?
Uh huh.

18. Have u ever said ‘i love u’ but u lied?
o_O

19. Would u ever want to go back in the past?
Yes.

20. Do u really wanna please everybody?
Uh huh.

21 . Is waiting ever okay?
Sometimes.

2 2. Right now, where do u wanna be?
TK!!!

23. When is enough, enough?
When it's enough. XDD

24. What are you so sick and tired of?
Quite a lot of stuff.

25 . What made u smile today?
Alvina being crappy as usual.

26. Is looking good important?
Inner beauty, yes.

27. Do u listen to love songs when ur down?
Yes, sometimes.

28 . What are u thankful for?
God.

2 9. Do u agree that men are polygamous by nature?
Ahahaha. Maybe some.

30 . Do u believe in forever?
Heaven is forever, and God's love is forever.

31 . What are ur plans for the weekend?
Rotting at home again.

32 . Do u say sorry first?
Sometimes.

33. Do u believe that married couples should still go out on a date?
With who? Each other, or third parties?

34 . Has someone promised u something and broke it?
Er, ya.

35. Do you want to go out of the country?
Just came back!

36. Does the rain make u gloomy?
Nope, I love the rain.

38. For now, what is the one thing that u want so bad?
Something.

39 . Wishing u were with?
Er, someone else other than my stuffed toys? Ahaha.

40. What advice can u give to someone..?
Erm, depends.

2007-12-05T19:44:00.000+08:00

Which College Major Should You Be?
	Your major should be Physics. There is an explanation for everything, and you know what it is. So why is it so hard to talk to that cutie in lab...?
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

Eh? I don't even take Physics! Lol.

Which Disney Princess Are You?
	You are Pocahontas. You defy convention and sometimes do what is considered taboo. Unfortunately, others do not always appreciate your differences, so it's good that you are so strong-willed. You are loyal and you believe in fate. Your true love will find you one day.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

Which Winnie the Pooh Character Are You?
	You are Winnie the Pooh. Oh, bother. You are sweet, simple, and popular for your honesty and goodwill. Though you may be the biggest personality in the woods, you sometimes need the help of others in the brains department!
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

Winnie the Pooh, Winnie the Pooh..

Which Heroes Character Are You?
	You are part Hiro. You are everyones favorite Japanese tourist. Your time is well-managed and you make sure things get done. On top of that, the girls always want a second chance with you.
	You are part Claire. You're naive and still getting used to your abilities. Some more experience and assertiveness would be good for you.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

Lol. Yataaaa.

What Animal Were You In Your Past Life?
	You were a unicorn. You were mysterious and noble. You have fairytale traits, and other people can only dream in envy. Your nature is completely impossible to decipher and behind all that, you know that you shine bright, for only the luckiest people get the chance to know you.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

Er ya.

Which Sesame Street Character Are You?
	You are Count von Count. You are down-to-earth (mentally, not physically), mature, and precocious. You have many talents, and many friends that appreciate your quiet level-headedness.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

*coughs*

What Kind of Guy Will You Fall For?
	You would fall for the geek. If you're looking for love, consider spending a little more time studying up in the library. To you, there's nothing more attractive than intelligence, shyness, and kindness; your future love may have four eyes and zero social skills, but he'll make up for it in brains and heart.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

So true.

2007-12-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

I'm jetlagged. (Yes, I know Thailand's only 1 hour behind, but I haven't been overseas since 2 years ago. Bear with me.) And I feel like banging my head on a walllllllllllll. Bah.

And I'm having TK withdrawal. ):

2007-12-04T14:49:00.000+08:00

Taken from KM's blog.

Your Boy Side
[ ] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[ ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers.
Total = 5 points

Your Girl Side
[x] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear. (...)
[x] Used to play with dolls as a little kid.
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
Total = 13 points

My score is the COMPLETE opposite of KM's, who got 13 for boy side and 5 for girl side. LOL.

2007-11-28T20:31:00.000+08:00

Going off to Thailand tomorrow at 5+am. (I'll have to wake up at 3.50am!! *moans*) Coming back on the 4th. So there'll be no activity here for the next 5-6 days.

And when I come back, I'll be rotting away at home again. Aiyaiyai.

Entertainment, anyone? Kar Mun, stop studying and do the rest of the 100dev challenge with me!!!

2007-11-27T18:25:00.000+08:00

2007-11-26T17:35:00.001+08:00

Back from choir chalet, which was DAMN TIRING. But damn fun. Aside from the stupid DRAGONFLIES. Bahhh.

I'm zombified now.

2007-11-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Hero- Mariah Carey
(Err. Doesn't make sense. Heh.)

2.How would you describe yourself?
Dark Waltz- Hayley Westenra
(Hmm. Okay.)

3.What do you like in a guy/girl?
The Birthday Song- Corrinne May
(LOL.)

4.How do you feel today?
Circle of Life- The Lion King
(Errrrr. Haha.)

5.What is your life's purpose?
Aria- Yanni
(So my life is one constant melody? Lol.)

6.What is your motto?
In His Eyes- Jekyll and Hyde
(No comments. I need a new playlist.)

7.What do your friends think of you?
One United People- Stephanie Sun
(They think I'm one person?)

8.What do you think of your parents?
In Paradisum- Sarah Brightman
(I have no idea what this song is about cos NOT IN ENGLISH. -_-)

9.What do you think about very often?
Two in a Million- S Club 7
(No, I do not think about that very often.)

10.What is 2 + 2?
Happy Ending- Ayumi Hamasaki
(2 + 2 = a happy ending. Hmm.)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Le Choix- Les Choristes
(It's in French. o_O)

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Deliver Me- Sarah Brightman
(Er, no one I like. Hmm.)

13.What is your life story?
Rang Wo Pei Ni- Zhang Dong Liang
(Is that even the singer? Can't read fan ti. Haha. Can only read the Zhang.)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Rock of Ages- Paul Baloche
(I wanna be like Jesus!)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Between Two Worlds- Tarzan
(o_O)

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Don't Let Me Be the Last to Know- Britney Spears
(Lol. Of all songs.)

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Down to the Sea- Little Mermaid 2 Return to the Sea
(Well, I'm going somewhere alright, but I doubt it's the sea.)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Rain- Madonna
(I love the rain! Heh.)

19.What is your biggest fear?
Love, Me- Collin Raye
(What does that mean?)

20.What is your biggest secret?
Somewhere Out There- An American Tail
(Errrr, okay.)

21.What do you think of your friends?
You Are the One- Lincoln Brewster
(No, there is only one God. -_-)

22.What will you post this as?
My World's Spinning- Tata Young
(LOL. Yes, the world's always spinning.)

2007-11-24T21:08:00.000+08:00

By REQUEST OF KAR MUN, I shall blog about today's DevMeet.

Which was fun! And hyper, thanks to the hyper people. LOL. Anyway, we met at Dhoby Ghaut MRT, and I and KM went in circles trying to find each other before that. Heh. But we found each other in the end and met the others. Went down to Macs, and KM FINALLY knows where Macs is. Hahaha.

Flooded Macs with laughter and hogged an entire row of tables, then we went to Fort Canning. I hate stairs.

Met Mrs Cheong on the way (o_O). What a coincidence! (KM looked intimidated, as usual.)

QUOTED FROM KAR MUN'S BLOG
Along the way, I saw this familiar figure walking toawrds us. I was thinking, "Oh my God, could that be...?" And Brenda answered the question in my head.

Brenda and I: "Hi!"
Mrs Cheong: "Hey girls, What... Are you doing here?"
Me: "Oh, DevMeet, it's like an artist meet."
Mrs Cheong: "Hah?"
Me: "Artist! As in... Artist!"
Mrs Cheong: "Oh... I see. Anyway do you know how to go to WMCA?"
Me: "Er, don't ask me. I'm not streetsmart. Ask Brenda..."
Brenda: "I have no idea... Sorry..."
Mrs Cheong: "Never mind, it's okay. You all better go join them. Enjoy yourselves!"
Brenda: "Huh, okay, thanks."
Then we said goodbyes.

Note to Brenda: I am NOT traumatised. You are intimidated.

Anyway, went up to Fort Canning. Took a few pics, which I haven't uploaded yet. Heh. Will upload to dev soon.

Mark and Anthony are DAMN PROOOOOO. >.< *is jealous*

Okay, this is a random train of thought. So.. hehehe. Shall end here. Go read KM's blog for a more detailed account. (Hopefully.)

2007-11-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

Singapore Swimming Club

Love the place! It's super cool. And prom was really fun, but very tiring. Slept until 2.30pm today cos I was so exhausted. Hahaha. Really had fun. And thanks to Mrs Loe for letting me help out! (:

Performance was nerve wracking. x_X Ah well. Went okay. Lol.

2007-11-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

QUIZ
Instructions
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with; I have been tagged!

I have been tagged by FIONA TAN.

FAVOURITES
Favourite Colours: Blue, purple, green, bloodred, black, white, all the colours of the rainbow.
Food: Japanese food, pasta, seafood.
Favourite Movie: See my Facebook profile.
Favourite Sport: Iceskating.
Favourite Day: Every day.
Favourite Season: Spring and autumn. Then winter.
Favourite Ice-cream: Flavour is it? Macadamia nut brittle.

CURRENTS
Current Mood: Anticipating.
Current Clothes: Shirt and pants.
Current Desktop: Nature scene.
Current Time: 11.46pm.
Current Surroundings: A mess.
Current Annoyances: Someone.

FIRSTS
First Best Friend: Elizabeth Ng.
First Crush: Err, in kindergarten. Lol.
First Movie: Cinderella! (: yes, I still remember.
First Lie: How would I remember?
First Music: Err, the theme song to Barney?

LASTS
Last drink: Water.
Last Car Ride: At about 8pm.
Last Crush: Errr?
Last Phone Call: I think it was my aunt.
Last CD played: Woman Power. Lol. Old, old songs.

HAVE YOU EVER....?
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: NOOOOOOOOOOO.
Have you ever broken the law: Only the rules. Haha.
Have you ever been arrested: No.
Have you ever been on TV: Yes.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: NOOOOOO.

RANDOM
5 things you are good at: (KM would say pixelling and blending), piano, singing, being way more helpful than is good for me. Haha.
4 things you've done today: This, manicure, buy contacts, wake up (in reverse chronological order).
3 things you can hear right now: Music, silence, more silence. Haha.

5 People to tag: (with blogs)
KAR MUN
RASHMA
IVY
SERENE
CHESED

FIONA TAN tagged me!
Relationship: Choir junior

5 impressions i have of him/her: Willing to learn, fun-loving, loves to bake XD, friendly, nice.
Most memorable thing he/she done for me: Bake tarts and brownies! Lol.
Most memorable words he/she has said to me: Ermmmm. Not sure.
Most desirable thing I want to do for him/her now: HUH.

Characteristics i love about him/her: She's hyperrrr. Lol.
Characteristics i hate about him/her: Erm?
Most ideal person he/she want to be: I have no idea. A world class baker maybe?

A message for people who care for him/her and like him/her: Climb out from under your rock and get some sunlight! LOL KIDDING, FIONA, KIDDING. Haha. Errr, no idea actually.

2007-11-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

I'm sian of blogging.

Devmeet!!!! Heartheartheart.

2007-11-13T16:29:00.000+08:00

FINALLY OS ARE OVERRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I can blog a long post about how they went.

MEP PERFORMING: Singing was okay, but I screwed up piano. Hopefully the examiners are lenient.

ADD MATHS PAPER 1 + 2: Not bad, surprisingly. I could do most of the stuf so hopefully I can give Mrs Pang that B3.

CHEMISTRY PAPER 2: Do-able. About same standard as the previous O level papers. Heh.

GEOGRAPHY PAPER 2: I screwed 1 part question. But the rest was okay. AND I LOVE MY WEATHERING!!!!!! Haha. Frost shattering. I like! XD

ENGLISH PAPER 1: Can you say giant slug?

ENGLISH PAPER 2: No comment. But the essays were rather tougher than most.

MATHS PAPER 1 + 2: "Estimate the percentage of the figure that's shaded". Need I say more? -_-

CHINESE PAPER 1 + 2: I am not going to comment.

MEP COMPOSING: Sleep-inducing.

SOCIAL STUDIES: I LOVE MY POPULATION!!! Woohoo~ Ms Irene Wong took my paper though. Lol.

BIOLOGY PAPER 2: Easier than expected, considering I barely studied. Heh. Sorry Mrs Ngin. XP

LITERATURE: Act 2 scene 2? WTH. -_- A bit early in the text right!

MEP LISTENING: Eeyer. -_- Lucky I don't need to count MEP.

GEOGRAPHY PAPER 1: Love the gradient. XD

CHEMISTRY PAPER 1: I finished in 25min. Ahem.

BIOLOGY PAPER 1: Even better. 20min. Gosh. "How does chewing help in digestion?" "Oh, it makes my food SOFTER for people like me who have DENTURES!!!" What a question. And no, I did not put that answer down.

So, to end off, here's a poem!

On Turning Ten
The whole idea of it makes me feel
like I'm coming down with something,
something worse than any stomach ache
or the headaches I get from reading in bad light--
a kind of measles of the spirit,
a mumps of the psyche,
a disfiguring chicken pox of the soul.

You tell me it is too early to be looking back,
but that is because you have forgotten
the perfect simplicity of being one
and the beautiful complexity introduced by two.
But I can lie on my bed and remember ever digit.
At four I was an Arabian wizard.
I could make myself invisible
by drinking a glass of milk in a certain way.
At seven I was a soldier, at nine a prince.

But now I am mostly at the window
watching the late afternoon light.
Back then it never fell so solemnly
against the side of my tree house,
and my bicycle never leaned against the garage
as it does today,
all the dark blue speed drained out of it.

This is the beginning of sadness, I say to myself,
as I walk through the universe in my sneakers.
It is time to say good-bye to my imaginary friends,
time to turn the first big number.

It seems only yesterday I used to believe
there was nothing under my skin but light.
If you cut me i could shine.
But now when I fall upon the sidewalks of life,
I skin my knees. I bleed.

Billy Collins

2007-11-12T22:48:00.000+08:00

One more exam!!!!!!! Bahh. This is taking forever. And HUI TENG kept rubbing it in my face yesterday that she finishes her Os today. Sheesh.

Ah well.

ALL SIT DOWN!!

2007-11-08T16:15:00.000+08:00

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Schizoid		50%
Schizotypal		54%
Antisocial		26%
Borderline		74%
Histrionic		50%
Narcissistic		22%
Avoidant		42%
Dependent		62%
Obsessive-Compulsive		38%

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2007-11-07T17:18:00.000+08:00

2 MORE PAPERS TO END OF O'S!!!!

And I'm already BORED out of my mind. As our dear Rolypoly knows very well, cos I'm driving her nuts on the phone and have been for 1 and a half hours.

And Kar Mun's flooding me on Facebook!

Hmm. Nothing else to blog about... Except that yesterday (and Monday) was a riot.

Rolypoly sounds constipated.

Oh, and according to me, retainers = dentures and hangers = hammers.

2007-11-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

Click on the link to go to freerice.com, where you play a vocabulary game and for every word you get correct, you donate 10 grains of rice through the UN to help end world hunger. (:

2007-11-04T13:26:00.001+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

Create your own Friend Test here

When the battle's lost and won..

Which College Major Should You Be?

Which Disney Princess Are You?

Which Winnie the Pooh Character Are You?

Which Heroes Character Are You?

What Animal Were You In Your Past Life?

Which Sesame Street Character Are You?

What Kind of Guy Will You Fall For?